All right. I made it until 4 p.m. I was STARVING and light headed. No one can just eat fruit. Fuck fruit. Sorry, but it’s just a stupid crash diet. BUT, in my defense, I haven’t eaten badly, just something other than simple carbohydrates. I had a Greek yogurt and then a big salad for dinner. Do I want the Little Caesar’s that my mother-in-law brought over for the kids? You bet your ass I do, but I know the shame spiral that I will face after I eat that pizza. Pizza that’s not even good. Pizza you buy just because you don’t have to plan 15 minutes ahead. Guess I won’t be getting any Little Caesar’s endorsements anytime soon.
Anyways, I am still trying. I ate a freakin fruit plate at Star Diner this morning. I turned down my favorite Mexican food and margaritas tonight. I have to stay strong. The new pants I ordered optimistically yesterday will not fit comfortably around this body.
Wish me luck… I’m going to need it.
